As of late

My apartment is dark and empty. It's both a blessing and a curse. Blessing because our utility bill is dirt cheap, curse because it always feels so lonely in here. 

Since no one is ever home, my roommates and I are just kinda here.. Everyone has their own friends.. Haha except for me.. I don't know what I was expecting but it wasn't this. 

I can feel this weird energy entering me.. It's not one I want but I'm so tired all the time I can't find the energy to get out and do something about it.. I'm just so damn tired and sometimes even sad. Today I made dinner and came into bed and for whatever reason, started crying. I miss being happy and don't know how to get back there.. 

Here's to better days.🌻