when you break a bone, it's best if it's a clean break. the bone is completely separated from each other. once the healing process begins, the body starts sending extra calcium to the location. eventually making it stronger than ever. when the break isn't clean, the bone splinters. it's a mess and it's painful. eventually before any healing can occur, doctors must go in and break all remaining splinters so the two bones have a fresh start.
all blocks and unfriend buttons have been clicked. it actually wasn't as painful as I imagined it to be. I am finally coming to terms that I need to take care of myself and take action. I know how to heal from this sort of pain, I just thought it'd get easier with time. but it really gets harder.. but now I get to jump off the "we" cliff and dive into an ocean full of me. my twenties are not meant to be spent crying and being upset. I'm going to take this time and rebuild myself into the person i've always wanted to be. it's okay to be sad when your first real love walks away but as Gloria Gaynor said "I will survive."
I don't run anymore..
I don't go to yoga anymore..
I got comfortable..
being comfortable doesn't allow for growth. and the woman I want to become requires this one to be stretched to uncomfortable lengths.
things I will do again.
- I'm going to start running again.
- I'm upgrading my gym membership and going to yoga at least twice a week
- I'm going to be selfish with my time and work on myself
- I'm going to make my relationships stronger with those who are helping me put myself back together
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